Two years...

And here we are, on the second anniversary of our great love Carlton's death... Time is such an odd phenomenon. Already, so much has happened that he missed, that I was never able to share with him. I am at times frustrated, even irritated... But life doesn't stop, and much has changed. He wasn't there to share in, to react, for me to participate in his parallel evolution. But thankfully, he remains with me every day... a memory, perhaps, but more often, something said or done or seen or considered that reminds me of exactly how we so often agreed on so many absurd things, for so very long. I miss him.